bad day

it's already a bad day. 3 hours into monday, and it's a bad day.

i feel like i keep screwing up at work. yes, it's early, and yes, we are human and make errors, but i should be able to know and see someone does NOT get paid over 500 hours. and that these are third quarter reports and payments, not fourth.

i feel burdened by not always being a good friend. i have the best friends anyone could ask for, and i miss them dearly, but sometimes i fail them. and that sucks.

i get annoyed too easily, and i betray my Lord with my tongue DAILY. and that is my greatest struggle--not using my tongue to speak praise and love and truth and instead allowing it to be used for destruction by satan. i am crushed thinking about being held accountable for every word and thought i have uttered. ugh.

so, there is my gloomy mood to match this gloomy monday.

oh well. at least i didn't drop my phone into the toilet i had just used and had to fish out so i could call and tell everyone i had a $116 bar tab. like someone i know.

wedding shout out to my friend holly jo eidson soon-to-be english! can't wait to see you this weekend in your white dress and toast your happiness with all our friends.